Sheikh El-Shaarawy said:
“Be with God; if He has taken from you that which you could never have imagined losing, He will give you that which you could never imagined owning”
People who are worth having in your life stick by you during the tough times, so say alhamdulilah that you avoided finding out that this person wasn’t worth your time when you actually needed them.
In the mean time, get some ice cream and get a new show to watch on Netflix, you’ll be fine, insha Allah. Pray an extra Sunnah between episodes.
You don’t have to thank me, just take care of yourself, please.
If your parents are going to give you that much grief, keep it from them, they don’t need to know. Tell them when you feel safe and comfortable.
Have you tried getting into contact with any local groups? Anyone on Tumblr?
For something to be beautiful, it doesn’t have to be pretty.